.
A promise is a cloud
Fulfillment is rain
Be it never rained
For there was never a cloud
Why damage oneself with others' selfishness, insensitivity and insecurities
Let go now
Then there is no need to run again
Fulfillment is rain
Be it never rained
For there was never a cloud
Why damage oneself with others' selfishness, insensitivity and insecurities
Let go now
Then there is no need to run again
posted by livingfuneral at 2/23/2006 01:38:00 AM
9 Comments:
easier said than done, of course. can we ever really let go?
no?
but im responsible for my own sanity
are you?
yes
whos going to pity you if you go insane?
other sane people? I often feel sorry for the insane. But I doubt pity is the point.
Actually, let me correct that. I don't feel sorry for the insane. I empathize, as I often feel insane myself...
its ok...insane or not..one day we will all die...so will our pain. as such, try to be happy while we all wait to die. fair enough?
sorry if i rant, but what do you mean by insanity? you mean losing control of your feelings? I don't think we really can control them in the first place. I'm not sure if i agree with your last statement about being happy while we wait to die. Why do you view life in such a pessimisstic way? I've been trying to get through to you but you don't seem to want to talk about it so i won't probe any further, but i sense a kind of hopelessness in you, in that you've given up on human beings. I'm not sure if it's because I'm a stranger or if its because you just don't like to talk that's causing you to be so quiet about everything. Are you afraid of trusting someone again for fear that the someone might let you down? And yes, is pity the point? Because you've been really quiet on MSN, i just want to let you know i've been trying to see if i can help by talking to you, but I guess you don't really like to talk or something or either because i'm a stranger. But i just want to let u know whenever you feel that you are ready to open up and trust someone again, you can always msg me on msn. Till then, i won't bother you any further as you might have your reasons for not wanting to talk about your past. It just seems to me that something affected you before, probably a great disappointment, and it just pains me to see someone who's always so sad although I'm probably having the same issues too. In any case, you might not like this long comment that i just posted or for me being nosey, but i think, at least i tried....tried to help, if you may.
Don't let a blog fool you into thinking that sadness is all there is. Have you never considered that sadness is just one of the many faces we wear, and a blog, just one aspect of this face? Who are you to say she is negative or unhappy? Maybe this blog is a blog for when she is unhappy and in pain. And that is ok, to express emotions, to articulate what we feel--this helps us bring it to the level of understanding. Who are we really, to judge? Why can we not say to people, just feel what you need to. That is ok. There is no need to smile and be happy all the time, like a grotesque cartoon character in some sanitized neurotic Disney film. As they say, "This too shall pass..."
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