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Will on the Go

Firstly, let me CUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurse those few assholes who raped and brutally murdered my buddy's friend. I don't know what bloody motive you have, but it is downright inhumane, despicable and humilitating to take revenge on an innocent 24 year old girl who has got NOTHING to do with your fucking business, who ended up sacrificing her body and soul for loving her man...Whoever you fuckers are...maybe you can get a couple of Christians to pray harder for you.

Kingdom of conscience has no footing for you idiots, and however "heaven or hell" may be some existential fallacies at the end of the day...for once i hope there is hell because you assholes are dropping straight in...and for the love of the universal, encompassing profanity..yes FUCK YOU ALL.


whew...ok its 3 hours before im put under gas on the op table. If for some silly reason i dont wake up from my sedation, for my pool of readers to know...here is a wish list of what i would have wanted to do before I die :


1. A nude portrait of myself

Why? It is the apotheosis of my critique on pornogrpahy and art. What can be more subversive than an "elitist" portrayal of the present misogynistic objectification of the female body, especially if it is your own...ha! :P

2. Build a house for my mum and dad

preferably surrounded by padi fields if there's any left

3. Skydive

I am damn scared of bungees but i dont mind trying skydiving. Its kinda similar to the fact that I am scared of cockroaches but not rats

4. Take a stroll in Prague or any ancient landscape with the one

5. Be a multilingual farmer who can write passionate poems

6. Learn Taichi


Ok. Now for the wishlist if i wake up...

1. Read like mad before I have to part from my books

2. Play piano

3. Get used to the imperial system

4. Train my spastic fingers

5. Watch Madagascar, Unleashed, Mr and Mrs Smith, Monster in-laws before i leave

6. Catch sunset at MacRitchie a couple more times



Oh and I bought il Divo's album. Call them operaticized pop boyband. Just like the Maksimized classical player. They do mainstream shit but its mainstream in a different way. Overtly romanticized. Overtly nostalgic. And their music video is so cheesy that i love it. Love the relentlessness of their romanticized image. Its good to hear familiar things in a different way at times. At least they can sing well. And they are suave not cute.


Check them out at Il Divo


Oh ya, quite a few numbers are in Latin.
What the heck? Quidquid latine dictum sit, altum viditur.
Go figure what that means hehe...
One of the relentless romanticizing tactics, apart from their black suits and roses.
Just let me dwell in that over the next few days when i would look like a swollen pighead who can't eat properly yeah?

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I can help with a few things: 1. paint a nude portrait of you, I promise to close my eyes and not be distracted with your nakedness.

3. I'll point you to the Empire State Bldg.

4. I'm pretty old, some say ancient. you can walk all over me.

Thursday, May 26, 2005 11:27:00 AM  
Blogger livingfuneral said...

why did you expose your identity anonymous one? you are 18, look 23 and your IC says you are 28. Hmm.

Thursday, May 26, 2005 12:04:00 PM  

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