G.D.M.F, why must things be this way?

Friday beautiful

nothing beats the cold and somewhat tranquil stagnant mind on my friday night with this lovely line

...Dark is a way and light is a place,
Heaven that never was
Nor will be ever is always true...

- "Poem on his birthday", Dylan Thomas

this pain is almost surreal
it was almost forgotten
but i relive it again
so as to remember the truth

a truth of disparities
between who tells and who was told
between who touches and who felt
between who gives and who takes
between who loves and who's hurting
between who thinks and who denies

this smile is surreal
it was almost real
it lives for the moment
so as to befriend my numbness