huh

for things that aint worth a freezing friday night alone in the office
for people who dont know me
for people I hate to care for

flirting with insanity is part of me

in exchange for my smile
I've found peace beyond my sadness
a surreal happiness that I've had and have kept

i dare not see beyond tomorrow
but i own the night for future dreams

As i force my hidden tears onto my face
embracing them --
i remembered that i am still humane..

i can only bitch with my fingers, for now.