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Life is so strange, why does everything seem so perfect when its storming underneath? I cannot help but adore its oxymoronic nature, the sore yearnings that one cannot escape from, something that seems inseparable from what makes life beautiful. When all you want is to give, beyond your hope to have that little something in return which you know you will cling on to with your life...i guess that is what keeps me going everytime i breakdown, the peace of mind. no regrets...

All i ask, is for him to understand, just understanding....that would suffice....Because i know i fucking swear by this..

"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back."
-Barbara De Angelis


your eyes and my eyes
haven't talked in quite awhile
it seems like a lifetime
since i've walked beside your smile
there's a dark cloud that's hanging above
memories never lie
still we talk about the way that it was
and i think we both know the feelings haven't died

i wasn't the one who said good-bye
oh, no
i wasn't the one who disappeared in the night
and i won't be the one who will say that we can't try
not i.......

your touch and my touch
haven't spoken for sometime
you say we both take
and you're always on my mind
i can tell you that it's over and done
but i would only lose
being close to the one that i want
so go on and let us meet
if i'm still in love with you

i wasn't the one who said good-bye
oh, no
i wasn't the one who disappeared in the night
and i won't be the one who will say that we can't try
not i.....
and there was no need for you to ask
oh, please don't ask
you were the one i thought about
oh babe i want you bad

i wasn't the one who said good-bye
oh, no
i wasn't the one who disappeared in the night
and i won't be the one who will say that we can't try
not i.....


Peter Cetera, I Wasn't The One Who Said Goodbye